I Survived !!! Now Where Is My Tooth Fairy ??

After 4 pain killers dated some time last year, 15 paracetamols, and all kind of medicine ever invented weather traditional or modern, finally I survived 4 days of tortured of tooth ache misery.

Damn. Only God know how pain it was. I cant do work, I cant eat, I cant even talk and I would be lie if I say last night I had a sweet moment watching Jesicca Alba on "Guru pitka" like what I always feel when ever I saw her on TV.

It was all started last Saturday night when I felt something was slightly not right. The food that i chewed was slightly hard and it was a sign of something stuck in between my teeth. I quickly ran to the mirror and check inside my mouth. Yes ,there was a small piece food in my black hole. I started feel the pain. I grab Shaq tooth pick and try to pick it up. Damn .. After 2 years seeing dentist, that Saturday night was the first time I felt what people call as tooth ache!

After finishing my food, I brushed my teeth and the pain getting worst. I pick up the phone and call Soo Jin asking for Pristine Dental number. According to him, Dr Shanti no longer working there. argh... Now where is my tooth fairy gone.

Sunday - Shaq have to work for 24 hours which meant I have to be at home alone. That night in KLCC the pain were getting worst and worst. Early in the morning I told Graham that I might not be coming on Monday. After Arranging my replacement with Ee Vern, I drove to Guardian pharmacy to look for pain killers. Damn! There was no pharmacist on Sunday. Hello !People get sick everyday. Why Sunday is so special until all pharmacist doesn't need to go to work on that day?

I called Shaq who was at work. God was so fair to me. And Thanks to God for giving me such a best friend. Shaq called Nizam who drove all the way from Mont Kiara to my place just to send 8 pieces of pain killers to me. Nizam offered to send me to dentist, and I refused. I just need to find my tooth fairy.

Sajak " Aku Mampu"

Sesungguhnya...

Aku mampu berjalan..

Aku tak perlu tongkat mu...

Dan jika, tongkat itu buat aku lalai dan leka...

Pada mereka yang terus berlari pantas...

Dan jika , tongkat itu adalah fitnah dan omongan dusta mu...

Yang menyakit mata dan memekak telinga...

Dan jika , tongkat itu dipasang padaku dengan untuk balasan...

Yang terus pincangkan semua saudara sedarah ku..

Maka...

Cabutlah tongkat itu...

Aku mahu berlari pantas seperti mereka..

Sesungguhnya, Aku mampu.

- Johan 2010

"Allah" Issue...... Sigh..............

As some one says, Islam is not belong to a country as such it cannot be compared between 2 different country that we are living. The teaching of Islam is complete. Nevertheless, some people took advantage of it it without knowing the basic understanding of the faith. Prophets Muhammad once said, there will be many groups of people trying defending and spreading Islam in their own ways and their own interpretation, bun only one is right and get into heaven.

"Allah" had been used by many Christians in Malaysia since before the country was formed. In Malay bible which was largely imported from Indonesia in early 1940's, the term "Allah" was used to describe the almighty God. Today, Muslims easily feel insecure due to stigmatization by others. Muslims in Malaysia will do what ever it takes to defend their faith. Many Muslims were wondering, why only now Herlard news paper take legality of the word "Allah" to be used in their publication. Why not before? Some of us were also asking, what is their motives? Why only now when Islam in the whole world was labeled terrorist, the publication take legal action on it? ...

The government should play very important role in explaining to many Muslims in Malaysia on the court decision.The government is responsible to explain to Muslims why the verdicts is valid due to Malaysian law. Not burning up the issues until bringing the matters up to Sultans. On the other hands non believers should also be aware on how 'holly' the term to Muslims.

I believe, some of non believers doesn't aware that even a Muslims cant simply write the word "Allah" on a piece of paper and put it anywhere they want. If the term, is in their pocket in any form, they cant even get into toilet with it. Non believers just doesn't aware of it. Why ?... well.. we are a product of "Masyarakat Majmuk". You- You, I-I. No wonders after more than 50 years of staying together, we still can see the cow head incidents, burning churches incidents, etc... When damaged has already been done, only we realized the inter-faith councils is vitals. By then, it was already too late.

With regards to 1 Malaysia, well, I would say, the program is a piece of crap. I do not think 1 Malaysia carry the meaning of "1 religion".But if it is 1 bahasa, 1 bangsa, then Ill go with it. It is nice to see in Indonesia and Thailand where people speak in Bahasa Indonesia and Thai and they are proud to call them selves Bangsa Indonesia and Thais!. But for it to be happen in Malaysia, it may takes another donkeys years especially when UMNO is still on top.

Well, I don't like what is going on in the country. Really. I hate it when some one use religion for the sake of them selves. We are totally lack of understanding among races, and because of that, we lost something vitals - RESPECT!

Well, Allah knows best. May He bless those who read and THINK!

Malaysia and 2010

For the first time in my life, I celebrate new year of 2010 with a mix feeling of my country. So i decided not to make any new resolution for me self like what I did each new year, instead I will pray for better Malaysia.

Bottom on my heart, I keep telling my self not to give up yet. sigh..........